gorka rijeka

TERRENCE LOVES YOU!!!!!
making tea and sending texts
moving all day everyday
dont ff care, you dont know where ive been

creation makes me feel better

i just want to get a job so i can be independent.
i dont know how else to save myself from all the misery

2pac

and today i woke up and im writing after yoga with a carbed up smoothie
like...its real

todays paper

need to buy a ticket
pick figs
ads
course info
get tissues and other handy stuff from the store
look for bike ads
repot the african violet
swimming
bank info

icici sleepover
draga visit/lunch with friends

im capable, its light, time is of no importance, ill do everything right

and all this is the most fertile time of the year

i went through a bubble...i pushed through it.
my life felt boring and lame for a few mins but the next day a revelation came
basically no social media usage of computer, only once a week so i really have something to watch
eating exclusively vegan with adriatic sealife
having only water, juices, tea and clean joints
spend little to no money
living freely
eating well, sleeping well, being hydrated and with great posture
work every day
search every day
yoga and meditation
productivity and creation
everyday movement
forest, sea
our vegan meal plan project
HCLF
CTFU
jersey sewings

sugar plus bananas

yesterday was different
i wanted to make some changes so i did
ive been wanting to make changes for a while now and now is finally the time it manifested as beautiful reality
i went so the rehab centre and excersized, and had a couple bad choice goodbyes
swam in the sea, napped in the noon sun cause i can, had water and bowel movements
bus home, ate and washed hair
went walking to ika, and smoked on the stairs
bus was then a delight of tunes and lyrics, although air conditioned both ways
when i came to rijeka i wasnt in a hurry
i havent tried to do anything by force.
i never did something like that before
long lines in the cellphone company, toothpaste, dishwashing soap, seitan sandwich and bananas.
and then, out of my comfort zone i go:
bike fitting
i was nervous but the guy there is a little pusharound so...i did better than expected
back to the bus stop, and to get sugar and underwear.
went walking for about 2 km to avoid paying the ticket, and i took a swimm in the late sun.

i have never been so relaxed as i was yesterday.
came to lovran to visit friends and when i came home
i didnt turn on the computer or smoked
i ate and fell asleep.

?

gonna make like marbles and kill it so it could die

sports combo for meeting with the past

idem u sumu

i cant even drink anymore i hate it i fucking hate it how am i gonna survive two more months howww

i am not your little baby

patrik i tetovaže na sunjari i život u dragi