i am important, i am enough

trying to bury myself in work, trying to find a way out but its not happening
im gonna read 5 articles on how to be a better waitress and eat the food i didnt find appealing
and im gonna keep uploading...115 images now, and i wonder how many will i upload till 19:00
ive given up so much that fell out of integrity and i have literally nothign to hold onto
im thinking about quitting smoking
desperado

so tips on being a good waitress continues as my chest collapse into my ribcage in pain