the giardino is finished

ive watched 13 shows in 2 days
so i downloaded another season of comedy stuff
 i wore myself out completely in the garden and with the flowers
next up is jewellery making for the stand on the 27th and paolo's gift
booty work maybe if ill be able
and a juice...right now!

i am one

povezati se sa sobom, ne sa zudnjom/traumom
kroz bol prolazis tako sta je OSJEĆAŠ
istrazujes njenu prirodu
prepoznajes njenu vrijednost
i ond nje ucis

PRIČAŠ SA SOBOM, NE ODBACUJEŠ SE.

men are valuable
men are good
men treat me right
men love me
men are gentle

skeč sa slavonskom tamburicom

so, today is a first major breakthrough day!
im actually starting to like this thing im working on and hope he doesnt call today.
like, what? hahah!
biting so hard

my back is so sore from the maniac digging ive been through in the garden and the colony
today for some more
need to pluck out so much weed im almost demotivated ahaha
but no, ill pick the carrots and the beetroots for juices and salads
my cucumber...oh god

im reading the most amazing book, emotional yoga
it is exactly what i need
and jasna will provide me with a stručna knjiga about shame.

i wrote a poem; last night

maruni padaju
auti prolaze
dolaze
odlaze
i imaju svjetla
ljudi otvaraju
zatvaraju vrata
proizvode glasove
imaju ključeve
maruni padaju svako malo

its a poem about me waiting and listening to every sound and hoping its him.

nenasilje
iskrensot
odsutstvo zudnje
uskladivanje zelja
nevezanost

made some neckalces

i re-did 3/4 of the garden.
gonna do the last bit tommorow
also plan on taking on the flowers later in the day

feel like shit honestly, my skin hurts and my heart is dying
anahata collpsing

it aint easy

gonna light a spliff soon cause it aint easy
i know i gotta let the pain be
i need to feel it
so i dont repeat it

making avocado-mushroom pizza today
with fresh basil in the sauce

gonna clean out the bathroom in which the male plant resided
play with my hoop and drink another excellent juice

i should write my applicstion letter but i need support for it

read my emotional yoga book and pretend im a princess all day long.

šta je zdopi ajde ajde

barbara, do you realize that the Universe cannot have, do, and be more, unless you have, do, and be more?

italiano dassa mafia spaghetti

Hubba, Hubba, Hubba!

Ya know how the bud of a flower looks? Already attractive, special, and unique yet still barely hinting at the splendor and magnificence to come. Oblivious itself of how its presence will add to the world.

barbara, that's what you remind me of.