gardenwork after this blogging paradise

its insane how hard i tried to be skinny and how much i admired skinny people
now i realize it always means eaither "im sick" or "im smoking"
and not sick as in i have a flu, sick as in a chronic disease deep inside, or a stress related appetite distorsion.

incredible
i used to drink coffee on an empty stomac each day and then wonder why am i so nervous, edgy, depressed and low

:/ you learn each day

blogging

doing shit
being productive
resting
and then work again

eating nice food and drinking water and tea <3

i am my own design from the beggining so im gonna become me in the fullest

Doesn't it happen like that, barbara? I mean, isn't your entire life proof?

One day you're scrimping, the next you're in the money.

One day you're lonely, the next you have friends.

Lost, then found. Ill, then well. Low, then high.

Yet with hindsight, it becomes ever so clear that the only thing that ever really changed was your thinking. Even though you were free to think as you pleased the entire time.

History need not repeat itself,
    The Universe

tattooes and bongs

“I wish I could do whatever I liked behind the curtain of “madness”. Then: I’d arrange flowers, all day long, I’d paint; pain, love and tenderness, I would laugh as much as I feel like at the stupidity of others, and they would all say: “Poor thing, she’s crazy!” (Above all I would laugh at my own stupidity.) I would build my world which while I lived, would be in agreement with all the worlds. The day, or the hour, or the minute that I lived would be mine and everyone else’s - my madness would not be an escape from “reality”.”

—	Frida Kahlo (via rains-of-words)

zucchini

Tips for living a happy life and being at peace with the world It’s gonna sound really simple but it really is simple. Meditate every morning to clear your mind. Find things you are passionate about and do them often. Get your daily dose of sunshine and explore, it’s spiritual medicine. Forgive easily and don’t hold grudges but don’t surround yourself with negative people either. Read, write, learn, imagine, travel, enjoy the little things that are free and happiness will follow.

midnight moon

We share our money, I know that might be weird for some people but we see our own money as each other’s. It’s been like that for a while. I had some money saved, Tim had more, but he was just waiting for the right thing to spend it on. At first we were thinking of putting a deposit down for a house, but Tim wasn’t really into that idea, he just wanted to leave Sydney with me and travel, we talked about it a lot after our first holiday together, then one day (probably after work haha) when we were over it all, we just said that’s it lets pack up the car and GO, quit our jobs and left. Everyone thought we were crazy, but at the same time wished they could do the same :) x

chippies

I'd love to live in rural china and eat rice and veg and learn martial arts, and clean a temple.

Do it and VLOG THAT SHIT DAILY!

car wash yeah

Mangoes blended with lime and coriander! Avocado and lemon blended with tomatoes. Orange juiced squeezed. Tahini with Lemmon and pepper. Home made hummus. Maple syrup mixed with mustard and lemon juice! Depends what you feel like, but the mango one would be the best for lunch time I think :) x

mustard, lemon juice and pepper!!!