banana from work

being in the present moment really helps
everything begins to shine and i get immidiate relax
im gonna make the best breakfast now...and then the last of the energy bars
gonna make new goal list today, as well as affirmations for my priorities
this day will be awesome!
cant wait to observe the magic of mind and how the garden is coming up nicely
breakfast is orange-lemon juice, toasted bread with homemade choco-almond spread
and a banana <3

my mask will be pale blog/androgynus robot girl
going to a vacation tommorow and sunday, so excited! i dont even know what ill be doing yet, but im sure it will be awesome
my juice yesterday was amazing: kale, orange, apple, carrot
mmm

so, yesterday i fell in a coma after 10 days and i managed to get out of it in an hour and finish all of my chores. thant felt nice, i felt competent and achieved, like a winner
after a quick power-nap, which was so unlikely and uncomon for me
i have tons of salad
for juice and for salads

cvijece-srbija-rukomet

not only did the universe drive me all the way to opatija only to drive me all the way to rijeka with nice songs playing and making jokes, laughing
but the show was truly amazing, you can tell something different about each story
and im very happy i went
im also very glad for the burek i ate, it was remarkable
we finally talked, for 2 hours and american dad, 2 joints and still some left

rain is pouring down
i sense a loving venus
grateful for having the whole day to myself, gonna stay here and work on my shit till 20:00 and then visit the museums
one slip up doesnt matter
its not over, i am now revived and have the same energy
good thing i was patient

romina is an outstanding person, just like marko marko and sonja.
im very grateful
im expecting a miracle cause ive been praying for assistance
rapid healing because of surrendering to the universe
i have a choice to experience the most perfect reality for myself
thank you so much for taking care of everything

new moon day

got a banana at work
so now i have oranges, apples, bananas and lemons
and ill make a nice juice
cause my moms home and she will wash the juicer.
yeah.
thanks mom!

i need peanut butter
and more weed
im thinking about aknowledging my granpa and kristijan but they will be the last of my be kind crusade
im kinda sad about work
im better with the produce than with the humans
and im kinda sad about bosses, too
all the same and so wrapped up in the money game

gotta make milk and other things
i believe ill feel better if i move a little
tommorow is a vacation day
im sleeping in and going out to see museums since i have the time now

i am free

after 10 days i collapsed for 15 mins straight and im a badass for having some sauerkraut and just sleeping it off along with my joint
the energy unfolding is truly strong
two potaoes boiled and lentils with a side of matovilac salad
once more to the lovely building today
integrity goign on strong
and ive found my first reward: bread!

thinking about sjana
and how i must be strong and i must push through
and it doesnt matter if i slip and fall
i just get up and start over

maybe i was just tired, maybe i was just lacking sleep
tommorow im sleeping in
alone in the rainsounds

My life is full of unlimited possibilities

everything, and anything i want to achieve, i can
so now im gonna take a shower and head out for work
see you later

STUDY HARD TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS/WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE YOUR GOALS-ITS WORTHED!

and youre worthed
again i practice posture during the show and ate slanac :) munchies after the anti-stress jox
gonna practice kindness, too
to everyone. ah, i remebered going to get smaller money. that was spontaneous though. best
im so relieved, knowing i have myself now
Romina: so what if the house burns down? im a person not a house!

i enjoy helping at work
i enjoy doing the hard work
i feel empowered and released
and im gonna work the summer and enjoy my life
reading books and swimming in the sea and sunbathing
you know that part
that part of me that enjoys the sunrise more than being normal

i got complimented on how ive never worked more actively on myself
and i have a huge support system for it

 

sway a little side to side

had turnip yesterday and watched romina peel them in the middle of the night
gonna put on my aztec shirt and make up to work
the masquarade is on the 23rd and the 02.03., so somewhere around that ill make arrangements for hair
today is new moon day
everything starts today
its starting to bud, its starting to blossom, its peeking from the ground
gotta figure out what to wear tonight
filodrammatica was so beautiful tonight
feels good to go to places like these

last nights hot chocolate and a piece of bread with a spoonfull of peanut butter-well that was heaven
ive taken a walk from upper ika to icici last night before my bus cause i had the time
listening to liquid soul
walking in the brisk air, all warmed up from the clothing layers
gonna go home after work and just easily breathe, meditate, do yoga and clean up my shit
when i see myself in the mirror, i see my face changes
muscles are catching up
and i smile a lot at work

posture and kindness will save my life

so im taking a vacation on sunday!
im gonna go somewhere distant if im gonna have the car and im gonna be adventurous. this could take place on saturday as well, if there is no coffee workshop
im open to the universe to give me insight on what my vacation should be
all of the changes i keep experiencing are a part of my healthful evolution and i know that
everyone is helping me in that
i am laughing with them at the perfection life is
younger brother playing, me being here and spine straight
muscles working

i laugh at myself and at my current situation, cause i find humor in it
i know what my interests are and im devoting myself to them
knowing that this is just the unauthentic parts of my life falling away and i am coming home
to myself

spent my whole life negatively focused on myself and im in the light of awareness now

ok i almost collapsed again
need to put on some music and do shit
the light shines so bright my eyes hurt
i did the dishes and i sewed my dads shirt, now im gonna roll one and head out
im so stressed out idk why
i mean i do know why but ... im still weirded out.

<3 see you later