so it feel weird now that the males are gone
noone to call
noone to report to
noone to phantasize about
im very nervous and about to smoke the last of the last
but last night, it was very very hard.
and i was trying real hard
so i imagined someone who id like to be accepted by
and i though of a person
that same person was on the same bus today as i was
and the bus broke down while i was reading something completely unrelated to the test i was going to take
so it put us together, for 30 mins, to talk
and he will be my source tommorow
so its fine.
i can sleep with whoever i want to, each night and feel accepted.
in my dreams.in my phantasies.
cant wait to take a shit
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